1. |
Falling
02:49
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they say its always darkest before the dawn
but i got nothing really going on
somethings wrong i always feel like im about to cry
i rarely leave my room i rarely go outside
sometimes i feel like no understands
my life isnt going the way i planned
im alone and i dont wanna be anymore
i know that when it rains it pours
bad luck bad news bad attitude
white lies no truth thats the devil in you
drywall phone screen whats wrong with me
i wanna sing like the birds in the trees
i feel like flying
i feel like flying
i feel like falling
falling down
i've got nothing on my mind
all i do is complain and whine
i don't know what to do i don't know where to go
theres nothing out there for me but im sick of staying home
i'm my own worst enemy
that's all i am that's all i'll ever be
everyday's the same it keeps happening again
i hope something will change but i dont know if or when
bad luck bad news bad attitude
white lies no truth thats the devil in you
drywall phone screen whats wrong with me
i wanna sing like the birds in the trees
i feel like flying
i feel like flying
i feel like falling
falling down
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2. |
North Hollywood
03:08
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i'll likely run away
back to the safety of my comfort zone
and im too scared to face
the struggles of this world on my own
and if i could have been born
three thousand miles closer to you
i would trade the hawaiian shores
for a california coastal view
but there's a boy waiting for you
with blond hair and tan skin
and i know he's your type
im sorry i cant be him
cover your eyes and pretend not see
everything wrong with me
tell me your lies, whatever you need
as long you dont leave
cover your eyes and pretend not see
everything wrong with me
tell me your lies, whatever you need
as long you dont leave
i have a fear of being emotionally vulnerable
but i'll say this right here this loneliness is insufferable
and i truly tried my best but my best just isnt enough
this is just a bad dream but i dont think i'll wake up
and you dont like boys, only men so how can i compete
theres a ton that want you and they're all better than me
cover your eyes and pretend not see
everything wrong with me
tell me your lies, whatever you need
as long you dont leave
cover your eyes and pretend not see
everything wrong with me
tell me your lies, whatever you need
as long you dont leave
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3. |
AK47s at Waimea Bay
02:18
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war and peace and death from above
i want a nice green lawn in suburbia
i want two strong sons a loving wife
i want a relatively simple but happy life
but i'll likely waste away gazing at the stars
because the path of the angels is one step too far
i like to play with guns so don't play with me
pax pacifica all across the sea
i've got thirty bullets loaded which one do you want
i'll make it really quick im not the type to flaunt
evil overlords with satanic dreams
i could blame them for my problems but i know its all me
and im not a good person im not one to talk
im exactly the type of loser people mock
i take shots of whiskey to forget the past
and i look at old pictures when i want to go back
im a mess fucked up beyond saving
not making good use of the life God gave me
ak47s at waimea bay
im a songwriter with nothing to say
i've got stories from people more successful than i
and i'm so sick of wanting to die
i wonder how i'd be if i didn't waste all
the chances i was given to be normal
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4. |
Dead Heroes
02:42
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theres a war
somewhere for i dont know what
anymore
of this and i will shut
myself out from the world until the rapture comes
and i will come to terms with being comfortably numb
all of your heroes are dead
what more can really be said
i know its hard to run away
and i know its harder to stay
but theres no point in crying over the past
move on with your life or you wont last
its such a shame
that they were made of flesh and blood
when death came
donned in a mask and a hood
with a scythe of bones and knocked on their door while
they were trying to atone for their sins from before
all of your heroes are dead
so focus on your life instead
i know its hard to run away
and i know its harder to stay
but theres no point in crying over the past
move on with your life or you wont last
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5. |
Waves / Sugar Cane
05:06
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you dont understand
how the things that you say
always haunt me
and drive me insane
i have been here since the very first day
i guess i'll just wait
you say dont like the way
he acts when you two are face to face
but i guess you like him too much to leave
and hes always out when youre at home
and you've never felt more alone
please just imagine you and me
i would travel to the ends of earth for you
and i hope for me you would do the same
you wont have to worry about a thing
ive got nothing to lose and everything to gain
(2x)
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when you were
just a young boy
did you think the world would be so cold
when you were
just a young boy
did you think you'd end up all alone
and now that
you are older
are you proud of who you are
do you remember
days of childhood
that you hold so close yet they are so far
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6. |
No Joy
02:28
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its just another day in the american wastes
its the greatest thing i've ever had the pleasure to disgrace
and i hate it here but what can i do
i used to love saturday morning cartoons
now i wake up on the weekends with nothing on my mind
and i just go through the motions while im killing all my time
the eternal grind and wasted years
its such a waste of life and a waste of tears
i hide my face everywhere that i go
cuz im so ashamed and everyone else knows
theres a time and a place for everything
and i guess now is the time to be melancholy
and my red thread of fate was cut halfway through
it's a mistake that i made that i can no longer undo
i remember back at haleiwa beach
i wanted one moment to last eternity
and i know
yeah i know
theres no joy
when you reminisce about the past
and i know
yeah i know
theres no joy
when your life passes by you so fast
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7. |
Gothic
03:22
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im losing my mind
i dont know why
im feeling sorry for you
i don't know what else to do
the world is so dark
and its hard to cope
im losing faith
im losing hope
in the nature
of the people
and the morals of them all
cuz the virtues
of the old world
are sealed behind steel walls
i havent seen you in a minute now
i hope you havent been sinning now
theres a world of hurt waiting for you
trust me because i know its true
you dont know the half of it
so enjoy your time when you're a kid
and dont go chasing dragons out there
remember that good company is rare
meet me under cherry blossoms freshly soaked with rain
its hard to go to sleep at night when youre the one in pain
meet me in the summertime and tell me that you'll stay
its hard to feel like you matter when no one knows your name
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8. |
Porcelain
01:54
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im sorry i cant be the one to help
i cant trust you i cant even trust myself
and im just so afraid to speak my mind
i dont why im anxious all the time
the sun will always rise in the east
im grouped up with the weirdos and the freaks
i dont want die unfulfilled
there's a ghost from long ago on the windowsill
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9. |
Boys' Day (Bloody Sea)
02:50
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this is my domain
this is my home
this is my haven
when i want to be alone
okay i admit
im afraid to commit
okay i confess
i just want nothing less
goodbye bloody sea
im sorry but i must leave
so long bloody sea
please dont wait for me
these are my choices
this is my fate
this is my own hell
there wasn't any wait
so what? its nothing now
strange faces all around
i see dragons in my dreams
not everything is as it seems
goodbye bloody sea
im sorry but i must leave
so long bloody sea
please dont wait for me
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