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Boys' Day

by Pacific Purgatory

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1.
Falling 02:49
they say its always darkest before the dawn but i got nothing really going on somethings wrong i always feel like im about to cry i rarely leave my room i rarely go outside sometimes i feel like no understands my life isnt going the way i planned im alone and i dont wanna be anymore i know that when it rains it pours bad luck bad news bad attitude white lies no truth thats the devil in you drywall phone screen whats wrong with me i wanna sing like the birds in the trees i feel like flying i feel like flying i feel like falling falling down i've got nothing on my mind all i do is complain and whine i don't know what to do i don't know where to go theres nothing out there for me but im sick of staying home i'm my own worst enemy that's all i am that's all i'll ever be everyday's the same it keeps happening again i hope something will change but i dont know if or when bad luck bad news bad attitude white lies no truth thats the devil in you drywall phone screen whats wrong with me i wanna sing like the birds in the trees i feel like flying i feel like flying i feel like falling falling down
2.
i'll likely run away back to the safety of my comfort zone and im too scared to face the struggles of this world on my own and if i could have been born three thousand miles closer to you i would trade the hawaiian shores for a california coastal view but there's a boy waiting for you with blond hair and tan skin and i know he's your type im sorry i cant be him cover your eyes and pretend not see everything wrong with me tell me your lies, whatever you need as long you dont leave cover your eyes and pretend not see everything wrong with me tell me your lies, whatever you need as long you dont leave i have a fear of being emotionally vulnerable but i'll say this right here this loneliness is insufferable and i truly tried my best but my best just isnt enough this is just a bad dream but i dont think i'll wake up and you dont like boys, only men so how can i compete theres a ton that want you and they're all better than me cover your eyes and pretend not see everything wrong with me tell me your lies, whatever you need as long you dont leave cover your eyes and pretend not see everything wrong with me tell me your lies, whatever you need as long you dont leave
3.
war and peace and death from above i want a nice green lawn in suburbia i want two strong sons a loving wife i want a relatively simple but happy life but i'll likely waste away gazing at the stars because the path of the angels is one step too far i like to play with guns so don't play with me pax pacifica all across the sea i've got thirty bullets loaded which one do you want i'll make it really quick im not the type to flaunt evil overlords with satanic dreams i could blame them for my problems but i know its all me and im not a good person im not one to talk im exactly the type of loser people mock i take shots of whiskey to forget the past and i look at old pictures when i want to go back im a mess fucked up beyond saving not making good use of the life God gave me ak47s at waimea bay im a songwriter with nothing to say i've got stories from people more successful than i and i'm so sick of wanting to die i wonder how i'd be if i didn't waste all the chances i was given to be normal
4.
Dead Heroes 02:42
theres a war somewhere for i dont know what anymore of this and i will shut myself out from the world until the rapture comes and i will come to terms with being comfortably numb all of your heroes are dead what more can really be said i know its hard to run away and i know its harder to stay but theres no point in crying over the past move on with your life or you wont last its such a shame that they were made of flesh and blood when death came donned in a mask and a hood with a scythe of bones and knocked on their door while they were trying to atone for their sins from before all of your heroes are dead so focus on your life instead i know its hard to run away and i know its harder to stay but theres no point in crying over the past move on with your life or you wont last
5.
you dont understand how the things that you say always haunt me and drive me insane i have been here since the very first day i guess i'll just wait you say dont like the way he acts when you two are face to face but i guess you like him too much to leave and hes always out when youre at home and you've never felt more alone please just imagine you and me i would travel to the ends of earth for you and i hope for me you would do the same you wont have to worry about a thing ive got nothing to lose and everything to gain (2x) //////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// when you were just a young boy did you think the world would be so cold when you were just a young boy did you think you'd end up all alone and now that you are older are you proud of who you are do you remember days of childhood that you hold so close yet they are so far
6.
No Joy 02:28
its just another day in the american wastes its the greatest thing i've ever had the pleasure to disgrace and i hate it here but what can i do i used to love saturday morning cartoons now i wake up on the weekends with nothing on my mind and i just go through the motions while im killing all my time the eternal grind and wasted years its such a waste of life and a waste of tears i hide my face everywhere that i go cuz im so ashamed and everyone else knows theres a time and a place for everything and i guess now is the time to be melancholy and my red thread of fate was cut halfway through it's a mistake that i made that i can no longer undo i remember back at haleiwa beach i wanted one moment to last eternity and i know yeah i know theres no joy when you reminisce about the past and i know yeah i know theres no joy when your life passes by you so fast
7.
Gothic 03:22
im losing my mind i dont know why im feeling sorry for you i don't know what else to do the world is so dark and its hard to cope im losing faith im losing hope in the nature of the people and the morals of them all cuz the virtues of the old world are sealed behind steel walls i havent seen you in a minute now i hope you havent been sinning now theres a world of hurt waiting for you trust me because i know its true you dont know the half of it so enjoy your time when you're a kid and dont go chasing dragons out there remember that good company is rare meet me under cherry blossoms freshly soaked with rain its hard to go to sleep at night when youre the one in pain meet me in the summertime and tell me that you'll stay its hard to feel like you matter when no one knows your name
8.
Porcelain 01:54
im sorry i cant be the one to help i cant trust you i cant even trust myself and im just so afraid to speak my mind i dont why im anxious all the time the sun will always rise in the east im grouped up with the weirdos and the freaks i dont want die unfulfilled there's a ghost from long ago on the windowsill
9.
this is my domain this is my home this is my haven when i want to be alone okay i admit im afraid to commit okay i confess i just want nothing less goodbye bloody sea im sorry but i must leave so long bloody sea please dont wait for me these are my choices this is my fate this is my own hell there wasn't any wait so what? its nothing now strange faces all around i see dragons in my dreams not everything is as it seems goodbye bloody sea im sorry but i must leave so long bloody sea please dont wait for me

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released June 6, 2020

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