We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Vacation

by Pacific Purgatory

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
Kill Me! 03:12
i think that todays the day im gonna make a move im gonna make a change i'll swallow a pill of cyanide i didnt tell you this but last night i cried i hate the way i look and the way i walk i hate the way i act and talk i hate myself and everyone else if you hear this song its a cry for help kill me please just kill me help me end my misery shoot me shoot me on sight shoot me down in the dead of night i need you to do it for me cuz i hate living but im scared to die so do it quickly when im not looking make it a nice surprise just another lonely night i dont feel good i dont feel right why do i wish i was dead the world is full of trash and scum where do they all come from when will it all just end kill me please just kill me help me end my misery shoot me shoot me on sight shoot me down in the dead of night i need you to do it for me cuz i hate living but im scared to die so do it quickly when im not looking make it a nice surprise
2.
im a waste of time im a waste of space its always on my mind i feel so out of place im tired of it all im tired of all of this sometimes i wonder why do i exist i like to play with guns every now and then sometimes i'll point one to my head just to feel alive again fuck the world we're living in fuck the people living in it i hate myself and i want to die i hate you too and i dont know why some people try to fix this mess but i dont care i couldnt care less the earth will continue to turn even as we watch the world burn nothing left to do im gonna waste away anger and hate follow me until my grave nothing left to lose its time to say goodbye i hope theres something better waiting on the other side i like to play with guns every now and then sometimes i'll point one to my head just to feel alive again fuck the world we're living in fuck the people living in it i hate myself and i want to die i hate you too and i dont know why some people try to fix this mess but i dont care i couldnt care less the earth will continue to turn even as we watch the world burn they shouldnt let me play with guns i've got a bad brain i wanna purge this world of sin purge this world of pain
3.
all i ask is that you give me the time of day and listen to the things that i want to say i am in love i admit its true i dont want anything all i want is you hey baby wont you please be mine i'll love you everywhere i go i'll love you all the time my tan woman sunkissed girl you're really rocking my whole world she dont like other guys her eyes are as blue as the sky tomboy with chestnut hair she goes through life without a care i dont mind if the sun gets in my eyes as long as i can see you from the shore a higher power must have heard my cries wont you stay with me forevermore you're a california dime im asking you please wont you be my girl i'll give you everything you want i'll give you the whole world my tan woman little surfer girl you're really rocking my whole world she dont like other guys her eyes are as blue as the sky shes young and beautiful her soul is free she is the woman of my dreams
4.
Birds 03:50
there are many things that i could say but i wont say them just yet i'll wait another day too many people in the room so many things i'd rather do i dont wanna be here anymore im not having any fun theres a lot of times i lay awake at night and regret everything i've ever done i see lots of birds flying through the sky one day im gonna fly that high they jump off the roof into the sky so blue one day im gonna do it too i make many mistakes i make them all the time when people ask me whats wrong i just say that im fine i hate it all i want to cry wanna run away and leave it all behind im trying my best to keep it together but i cant take it anymore i just cant wait for that moment when im speeding towards the floor i see lots of birds flying through the sky one day im gonna fly that high they say goodbye and they might cry but they dont care if they die birds in the sky no longer will they have to cry birds flying so fast this moment will be their last (3x)
5.
Sakana 03:55
when i die and i see that big man in the sky what will he say to me will he tell me to pray on bended knee or will he send me down, down to where you forever drown in fire and flames and your soul can not be saved is there even anything on the other side waiting for me and for you and for everyone else too i am terrified of the things i've yet to see and until the day i die thats the way it'll always be sometimes i wonder how i ended up this way i regret my mistakes everyday why do i cry for something i've never had in my life i live in constant fear that im wasting my time here when will i grow up when will i learn to love why do i ask these things the answers never come to me i dont quite understand why i feel this bad i think it'll always be this way i think this feelings here to stay i am terrified of the things i've yet to see and until the day i die thats the way it'll always be sometimes i wonder how i ended up this way i regret my mistakes everyday we have only scratched the surface of what this life has in store one day we're all gonna make it and we wont have to cry anymore and when we do im sorry but i might not remember you then but i want you to tell me all about it when we meet again

credits

released January 27, 2020

license

tags

about

Pacific Purgatory Honolulu, Hawaii

locals only o(^_^)b

email me about music, questions, or just anything you want me to see ( ´ ▽ ` )
pacificpurgatory@gmail.com

contact / help

Contact Pacific Purgatory

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Report this album or account

Pacific Purgatory recommends:

If you like Pacific Purgatory, you may also like: